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The Life of
J. Krishnamurti
I don't know if any of you have noticed, early in the morning, the sunlight
on the waters. How extraordinarily soft is the light, and how the dark waters
dance, with the morning star over the trees, the only star in the sky. Do you
ever notice any of that? Or are you so busy, so occupied with the daily routine,
that you forget or have never known the rich beauty of this earth — this earth
on which all of us have to live? Whether we call ourselves communists or
capitalists, Hindus or Buddhists, Moslems or Christians, whether we are blind,
lame, well or happy, this earth is ours.
Do you understand? It is our earth, not somebody else's; it is not only the
rich man's earth, it does not belong exclusively to the powerful rulers, to the
nobles of the land, but it is our earth, yours and mine.
We are nobodies, yet we also live on this earth and we all have to live
together. It is the world of the poor as well as of the rich, of the unlettered
as well as of the learned. It is our world, and I think it is very important to
feel this and to love the earth, not just occasionally on a peaceful morning,
but all the time. We can feel that it is our world and love it only when we
understand what freedom is.
Penguin Krishnamurti Reader
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Jiddu Krishnamurti was born in Madanapalle, South India on May 12, 1895.
For more than sixty years he traveled the world giving public talks and private
interviews to millions of people of all ages and backgrounds, saying that only
through a complete change in the hearts and minds of individuals can there come
about a change in society and peace in the world. He died on February 17, 1986
in Ojai, California, at the age of ninety and his talks, dialogues, journals and
letters have been preserved in seventy books and in hundreds of audio and video
recordings.
The century in which Krishnamurti lived saw two world wars, continuous
political, ethnic and religious violence, mass murder on an unprecedented scale
and the development and proliferation of weapons of mass destruction throughout
the world. In addition, overpopulation, environmental degradation and the
collapse of social institutions have bred fear and cynicism about people's
ability to solve their ever-multiplying problems. In virtually every public talk
he gave, Krishnamurti addressed this global crisis, calling on his listeners to
give serious attention to the psychological structures that breed violence and
sorrow in their lives.
Throughout his lifetime, Krishnamurti insisted that he wanted no
followers. "To follow another is evil," he said, "it does not matter who it is."
He created no organization of believers and disciples, authorized no one to
become an interpreter of his work and asked only that, after his death, those
who shared his concerns preserve for posterity an authentic record of his talks,
dialogues and writings and make them widely available to the public. This book
contains excerpts from Krishnamurti's published work.
The chronology to the left of the text documents the places where
Krishnamurti lived and spoke during his lifetime. It should be noted that he
often spoke at one place more than once in a year. Hence, place names are
repeated in the chronology.
(Note: The Indian government has renamed several cities. ‘Chennai’ is
the new name for Madras. ‘Mumbai’ is the new name for Bombay.)
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1895
J.Krishnamurti born May 12, 1895 Madanapalle, Andhra Pradesh, India
1909
Move to Chennai, India
1911
London, England
1912
London, England
1920
Paris, France
1921
Varanasi, India
1922
California, USA
1923
Travel and speaking in USA
1924
Travel and speaking in Holland and India
1925
Los Angeles, CA, USA
Chennai, India
1926
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
Varanasi, India
Eerde, Holland
San Francisco, CA, USA
Los Angeles, CA, USA
1927
Hollywood, CA, USA
London, England
Paris, France
Eerde, Holland
Paris, France
Chennai, India
Madurai, India
Vijayawada, India
Bangalore, India
Mumbai, India
1928
Calicut, India
Varanasi, India
Allahabad, India
Calcutta, India
Chennai, India
Paris, France
Eerde, Holland
New York, NY, USA
Ojai, CA, USA
London, England
Paris, France
Eerde, Holland
Paris, France
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
Varanasi, India
1929
Varanasi, India
Chennai, India
Eerde, Holland
London, England
New York, NY, USA
Ojai, CA, USA
Los Angeles, CA, USA
Ojai, CA, USA
Eerde, Holland
Mumbai, India
Varanasi, India
Chennai, India
1930
Chennai, India
Tiruchi, India
Rajahmundry, India
Chennai, India
Trieste, Italy
Eerde, Holland
New York, NY, USA
Boston, MA, USA
Santa Barbara, CA, USA
Los Angeles, CA, USA
Ojai, CA, USA
Laguna Beach, CA, USA
Oakland, CA, USA
San Francisco, CA, USA
Seattle, WA, USA
Philadelphia, PA, USA
Eddington, PA, USA
Ommen, Holland
Eerde, Holland
Strasbourg, Austria
Geneva, Switzerland
Montreux, Switzerland
1931
Eerde, Holland
Hague, Holland
London, England
Edinburgh, Scotland
Berlin, Germany
Hamburg, Germany
Frankfurt, Germany
Vienna, Austria
Eerde, Holland
Ommen, Holland
1932
Ojai, CA, USA
Hollywood, CA, USA
Portland, OR, USA
Seattle, WA, USA
Victoria, B.C., Canada
Vancouver, B.C., Canada
Calgary, Alberta, Canada
Auburndale, MA, USA
Eddington, PA, USA
Rochester, NY, USA
Cleveland, OH, USA
Chicago, IL, USA
Minneapolis, MN, USA
St. Paul, MN, USA
Kansas City, MS, USA
San Antonio, TX, USA
Birmingham, AL, USA
Atlanta, GA, USA
Montreal, Canada
Westmount, Quebec, Canada
Toronto, Canada
New York, NY, USA
Paris, France
Chennai, India
1933
Chennai, India
Ahmedabad, India
Karachi, Pakistan
Lahore, Pakistan
Allahabad, India
Varanasi, India
Kastri, Greece
Athens, Greece
Stresa, Italy
Alpino, Italy
Ommen, Holland
Oslo, Norway
Frognerseteren, Norway
Varanasi, India
Indore, India
Sangli, India
Bangalore, India
Chennai, India
1934
Chennai, India
Ernakulam, India
Colombo, Sri Lanka
Perth, Australia
Adelaide, Australia
Melbourne, Australia
Sydney, Australia
Auckland, New Zealand
Ojai, CA, USA
1935
Los Angeles, CA, USA
Chicago, IL, USA
New York, NY, USA
Rio de Janiero, Brazil
Sao Paulo, Brazil
Nichteroy, Brazil
Montevideo, Uruguay
Buenos Aires, Argentina
Rosario, Argentina
La Plata, Argentina
Mendoza, Argentina
Santiago, Chile
Valparaiso, Chile
Mexico City, Mexico
1936
Ojai, CA, USA
New York, NY, USA
Eddington, PA, USA
Ommen, Holland
Chennai, India
1937
Mumbai, India
Florence, Italy
Ommen, Holland
1938
Ommen, Holland
Mumbai, India
Karachi, Pakistan
Lahore, Pakistan
New Delhi, India
Varanasi, India
1939
Varanasi, India
Nagpur, India
Calcutta, India
Vizag, India
Chennai, India
Rishi Valley, India
Madanapalle, India
Varanasi, India
Calicut, India
Tiruchi, India
Colombo, Sri Lanka
Adelaide, Australia
Newport, Australia
Melbourne, Australia
Auckland, New Zealand
Wellington, New Zealand
1940
Ojai, CA, USA
Eddington, PA, USA
1941-1946
Lived in Ojai, CA, USA
1947
Ojai, CA, USA
Chennai, India
1948
Mumbai, India
Chennai, India
Bangalore, India
Pune, India
New Delhi, India
1949
Varanasi, India
Ojai, CA, USA
London, England
Rajahmundry, India
Chennai, India
Colombo, Sri Lanka
1950
Colombo, Sri Lanka
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
Paris, France
New York, NY, USA
Seattle, WA, USA
1952
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
London, England
Ojai, CA, USA
Rishi Valley, India
Varanasi, India
1953
Pune, India
Mumbai, India
London, England
Ojai, CA, USA
Florence, Italy
Chennai, India
1954
Varanasi, India
Mumbai, India
Ekali, Greece
New York, NY, USA
Ojai, CA, USA
Rishi Valley, India
Chennai, India
Varanasi, India
1955
Varanasi, India
Mumbai, India
Amsterdam, Holland
London, England
Ojai, CA, USA
Sydney, Australia
Varanasi, India
1956
Chennai, India
Rishi Valley, India
Madanapalle, India
Mumbai, India
Stockholm, Sweden
Brussels, Belgium
Hamburg, Germany
Athens, Greece
New Delhi, India
Varanasi, India
Rishi Valley, India
Chennai, India
1957
Colombo, Sri Lanka
Mumbai, India
1958
Pune, India
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
1959
Varanasi, India
New Delhi, India
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
1960
Mumbai, India
Varanasi, India
New Delhi, India
Ojai, CA, USA
Chennai, India
Varanasi, India
1961
New Delhi, India
Rishi Valley, India
Mumbai, India
London, England
Saanen, Switzerland
Paris, France
Rishi Valley, India
Chennai, India
Varanasi, India
1962
Varanasi, India
New Delhi, India
Mumbai, India
London, England
Saanen, Switzerland
1963
London, England
Saanen, Switzerland
New Delhi, India
Varanasi, India
Rishi Valley, India
1964
Rishi Valley, India
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
Rome, Italy
London, England
Paris, France
Saanen, Switzerland
New Delhi, India
Varanasi, India
Chennai, India
1965
Chennai, India
Rishi Valley, India
Mumbai, India
Rome, Italy
London, England
Paris, France
Saanen, Switzerland
Rome, Italy
New Delhi, India
Varanasi, India
Chennai, India
1966
Chennai, India
Rishi Valley, India
Mumbai, India
Rome, Italy
London, England
Paris, France
Saanen, Switzerland
New York, NY, USA
Ojai, CA, USA
New Delhi, India
1967
Varanasi, India
Chennai, India
Rishi Valley, India
Mumbai, India
Rome, Italy
Paris, France
Amsterdam, Holland
Saanen, Switzerland
London, England
Rome, Italy
Rishi Valley, India
New Delhi, India
Varanasi, India
Chennai, India
1968
Chennai, India
Mumbai, India
Rome, Italy
Paris, France
Amsterdam, Holland
Saanen, Switzerland
Marcelo Rio Piedras, Puerto Rico
New York, NY, USA
Waltham, MA, USA
Claremont, CA, USA
Malibu, CA, USA
1969
Malibu, CA, USA
Berkeley, CA, USA
Sausalito, CA, US
Stanford, CA, USA
Santa Cruz, CA, USA
London, England
Paris, France
Amsterdam, Holland
Brockwood Park, England
Schoenried, Switzerland
Saanen, Switzerland
Rome, Italy
New Delhi, India
Varanasi, India
Mumbai, India
Chennai, India
1970
Chennai, India
Rishi Valley, India
Brockwood Park, England
Malibu, CA, USA
Los Angeles, CA, USA
Santa Monica, CA, USA
Ojai, CA, USA
San Diego, CA, USA
Brockwood Park, England
London, England
Saanen, Switzerland
Brockwood Park, England
Perugia, Italy
Rome, Italy
Florence, Italy
Sydney, Australia
New Delhi, India
1971
Chennai, India
Rishi Valley, India
Bangalore, India
Mumbai, India
Santa Monica, CA, USA
Los Angeles, CA, USA
Malibu, CA, USA
New York, NY, USA
Brockwood Park, England
Amsterdam, Holland
Saanen, Switzerland
Brockwood Park, England
Rome, Italy
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The problems of the world are so colossal, so very complex,
that to understand and so to resolve them, one must approach them in a very
simple, direct manner. And simplicity, directness, do not depend on outward
circumstances nor on our particular prejudices or moods. The solution is not
to be found through conferences, blueprints, or the substitution of new
leaders for old, and so on. The solution obviously lies in the creator of
the problem, in the creator of the mischief, of the hate and the enormous
misunderstanding that exists between human beings. The creator of this
mischief, the creator of these problems, is the individual, you and I ....
We are the world, and our problems are the world’s problems. This cannot be
repeated too often, because we are so sluggish in our mentality that we
think the world’s problems are not our business, that they have to be
resolved by the United Nations or by substituting new leaders for the old.
It is a very dull mentality that thinks like that, because we are
responsible for the frightful misery and confusion in the world, this
ever-impending war.
To transform the world, we must begin with ourselves;
and what is important in beginning with ourselves is the intention. The
intention must be to understand ourselves and not to leave it to others to
transform themselves or to bring about a modified change through revolution,
either of the left or of the right. It is important to understand that this
is our responsibility — yours and mine — because, however small may be the
world we live in, if we can transform ourselves, bring about a radically
different point of view in our daily existence, then perhaps we shall affect
the world at large, the extended relationship with others.
Penguin Krishnamurti Reader
Although he spoke and wrote exclusively in English, Krishnamurti’s
writings have been translated into 47 languages. Fifty books of Krishnamurti
were published during his lifetime and 20 books have been published since
his death. For many decades, his texts were circulated surreptitiously in
totalitarian countries, but since 1990, when the Berlin Wall was torn down,
arrangements for the publication of Krishnamurti’s works have been made in
Russia, Poland and Romania. More than 3,000,000 copies of his books have
been sold worldwide in the past 60 years. Some 10,000 pages of
Krishnamurti’s words have yet to be published.
It has been estimated that Krishnamurti talked to more people than any
other person in recorded history; he gave his last public talk January 3,
1986. For six decades, the audiences for his talks very often numbered in
the thousands, especially in large cities in India, and in Ojai, California,
where warm weather permitted everyone to gather outdoors with virtually no
limit on the availability of seating. The concert halls and auditoriums
where he spoke in metropolitan areas in the West were often filled to
capacity, as were the large tents that sheltered approximately 2,000 people
during his annual summer meetings in Switzerland and England. Smaller groups
that Krishnamurti met with usually consisted of twenty to forty people, but
Krishnamurti once said, "Even if only two people talk together seriously,
they can move mountains."
Despite his very active public life, Krishnamurti was a shy,
deferential man. From his earliest years , he dismissed all efforts to
portray him as an exceptional human being. In 1929, he withdrew from those
attempting to create a mystique around him and his work, saying, "I desire
those who seek to understand me to be free, not to make out of me a cage
which will become a religion, a sect." Two years before his death, when
asked to reflect upon the importance of his own life, he replied: "Does it
matter if the world says of K, ‘What a wonderful person he is’ — ? Who
cares? ... The vase contains water; you have to drink the water, not worship
the vase. Humanity worships the vase, forgets the water."
We, as human beings separated, isolated, have not been able to solve
our problems; although highly educated, cunning, self-centered, capable of
extraordinary things outwardly, yet inwardly, we are more or less what we
have been for thousands of years. We hate, we compete, we destroy each
other; which is what is actually going on at the present time. You have
heard the experts talking about some recent war; they are not talking about
human beings being killed, but about destroying airfields, blowing up this
or that. There is this total confusion in the world, of which one is quite
sure we are all aware; so what shall we do? As a friend some time ago told
the speaker: "You cannot do anything; you are beating your head against a
wall. Things will go on like this indefinitely; fighting, destroying each
other, competing and being caught in various forms of illusion. This will go
on. Do not waste your life and time." Aware of the tragedy of the world, the
terrifying events that may happen should some crazy person press a button;
the computer taking over man’s capacities, thinking much quicker and more
accurately — what is going to happen to the human being? This is the vast
problem we are facing.
The Flame of Attention
Because of the very serious nature of the issues that Krishnamurti
raised, he felt it was of primary importance that those interested in
inquiring with him begin their investigation in the right spirit. He
reminded his audiences that he was not trying to convince them of anything,
nor was he an instructor. In a public talk in Varanasi, India, in 1981, he
described his approach this way: "This is a conversation between two
friends, two friends who have a certain affection for each other, a certain
care for each other, who will not betray each other and have certain deep
common interests. So they are conversing amicably, with a sense of deep
communication with each other, sitting under a tree on a lovely cool morning
with dew on the grass, talking over together the complexities of life."
Krishnamurti frequently met with smaller groups of people to discuss
the problems of everyday living and to go deeply into the nature of
existence. These groups were most often comprised of teachers, students and
parents associated with the schools which Krishnamurti helped bring into
being, and they often included scientists, psychologists and scholars.
Krishnamurti set no criteria for those who could attend these small
dialogues. The active participants at a single session sometimes ranged from
internationally renowned figures to the housecleaners at the homes
Krishnamurti visited.
To an extraordinary degree, Krishnamurti did not use the first person
pronoun "I" in public conversations or in private life. In his talks, he
generally introduced himself to the audience as "the speaker," and in
dialogue with others, he often substituted "K" or simply "X" when referring
to himself. This was not a pose but an invitation to those listening to
engage in a wholly impersonal investigation of human life and not regard his
words as authoritative opinions or subjective conclusions. For the same
reasons, Krishnamurti almost invariably addressed those engaged in dialogue
with him as "Sir," or "Madam," even though sometimes the participants were
longtime friends.
Questioner: Why is there so much cruelty in nature?
Krishnamurti: That is natural, perhaps. Don’t say there is cruelty in
nature. Why are you so cruel? Why are human beings so cruel?
Questioner: I want to get rid of my pain and sorrow; therefore, if
anybody hurts me, I also react or respond in a similar manner.
Krishnamurti: Sir, have you ever considered that all human beings
suffer — all human beings in the world, whether they live in Russia,
America, China, India, Pakistan, wherever it is? All human beings suffer.
Questioner: Yes, sir.
Krishnamurti: Now, how do you solve that suffering?
Questioner: I am interested in my own suffering.
Krishnamurti: What are you doing about it?
Questioner: I have come here to be enlightened by you.
Krishnamurti: What shall we do together, sir? Together. Not I help you
or you help me; what shall we do together to get rid of sorrow?
Questioner: I don’t know, sir.
Krishnamurti: Are you sure?
Questioner: Yes, sir.
Krishnamurti: No, no, answer carefully; this is a very serious
question. Are you sure you don’t know how to be free of sorrow?
Questioner: Yes, I do not know how to get rid of my sorrow.
Krishnamurti: Just a minute, just a minute — remain in that state.
The Future is Now
In the 1920s and 1930s, professional stenographers made verbatim
transcriptions of the public talks of Krishnamurti, and Krishnamurti himself
often kept detailed journal entries not only of his talks but his interviews
with individuals. Beginning in 1949, the talks were tape recorded as a
matter of course and, toward the end of his life, it was sometimes the case
that Krishnamurti was recorded two or three times a day, as he met with
friends or students and teachers following a public address. The first
videotape of Krishnamurti speaking was made in 1968, and from then on, all
of his public talks were recorded in this format, as were many of his
dialogues with smaller groups. The Krishnamurti Foundations distribute these
video tapes throughout the world, and they are frequently seen on television
in the United States, Latin America, India and Great Britain.
The Krishnamurti Foundations in Great Britain, India, Latin America
and the United States initially came into being to arrange Krishnamurti’s
travels and public talks, and he gave them sole authority in handling
copyright and other business matters regarding the dissemination of his
work. Today, the Foundations also maintain the schools for children that
Krishnamurti helped found, and the study centers and archives that he
requested be established. In addition, the Foundations facilitate dialogues
and gatherings on all five continents for those interested in discussing and
resolving the deep problems of human existence.
Krishnamurti was often asked about people who claimed to be
interpreters or teachers of his work. Three months before he died he
reiterated that such an individual "has no power to say that he represents
Krishnamurti, or that he is a follower." Yet Krishnamurti suggested that
those who appreciated deeply not his words, but the life to which they
pointed, would naturally share their discovery with others, as they would
anything that had profoundly affected them: "Seeing the beauty of those
hills, the extraordinary tranquillity of a fresh morning, the shape of the
mountains, the valleys, the shadows, how everything is in proportion —
seeing all that, will you not write to your friend, saying, ‘Come over here,
look at this’? You are not concerned about yourself, but only about the
beauty of the mountain."
There is an element of violence in most of us that has never been
resolved, never been wiped away, so that we can live totally without
violence. Not being able to be free of violence we have created the idea of
its opposite, non-violence. Non-violence is non-fact. Violence is a fact.
Non-violence does not exist, except as an idea. What exists, "what is," is
violence. It is like those people in India who say they worship the idea of
non-violence, they preach about it, talk about it, copy it — they are
dealing with a non-fact, non-reality, with an illusion. What is a fact is
violence, major or minor, but violence. When you pursue non-violence, which
is an illusion, which is not an actuality, you are cultivating time. That
is, "I am violent, but I will be non-violent." The "I will be" is time,
which is the future, a future that has no reality; it is invented by thought
as an opposite of violence. It is the postponement of violence that creates
time. If there is an understanding and so the ending of violence, there is
no psychological time.
The Flame of Attention
As to the authority of the Foundations themselves, Krishnamurti said:
"The Foundation has no authority over your life, to tell you what to do or
what not to do, or to say: ‘This is the center from which all radiation goes
on,’ like a radio station or a television station; we are not saying that.
All we are saying is: Here is something which may be original; here is
something for you to look at. Take time to read it; take time to understand
it. If you are not interested, throw it away; it does not matter. "
Krishnamurti spoke privately and publicly with a number of noted world
figures, and many of these interviews are available to the public in books,
or on video and audio tape. Among those who sought out interviews with
Krishnamurti were three Prime Ministers of India, Jawaharal Nehru, Indira
Gandhi and Rajiv Gandhi; the eminent physicist, Dr. David Bohm; novelists
Aldous Huxley, Iris Murdoch and Christopher Isherwood; the psychologist Ira
Progoff, the educator Ivan Illich and the biologist Rupert Sheldrake; Dr.
Jonas Salk, the famed inventor of the polio vaccine, and Chugyam Trungpa
Rimpoche, the Tibetan monk and lecturer. The single largest exposure of
Krishnamurti to the public most likely has been through the American
television program, "The Young Indiana Jones."
Krishnamurti was adamant that, in psychological learning, there
actually can be no teacher. Each human being must inquire alone into the
beauty and complexity of life, and be free to discover love. Yet his vast
body of writings, talks and tapes have come to be called "the teachings," a
term to which Krishnamurti himself did not object — although he once
remarked that perhaps it was a "rather grandiose" term. When asked about
this, Krishnamurti described how it came about in a discussion among
friends: "We thought of using the word ‘work’ — ironworks, big building
works, hydroelectric works, you understand? So I thought ‘work’ is very,
very common. So we thought we might use the word teaching. But it is not
important — the word — right? ... It depends upon you, whether you live the
teachings, or not."
Do not ask me what psychological time is. Ask that question of
yourself. Perhaps the speaker may prompt you, put it into words, but it is
your own question. One has had a son, a brother, a wife, father. They are
gone. They can never return. They are wiped away from the face of the earth.
Of course, one can invent a belief that they are living on other planes. But
one has lost them; there is a photograph on the piano or the mantelpiece.
One’s remembrance of them is in psychological time. How one had lived, how
they loved me; what help they were; they helped to cover up one’s
loneliness. The remembrance of them is a movement in time. They were there
yesterday and gone today. That is, a record has been formed in the brain.
That remembrance is a recording on the tape of the brain; and that tape is
playing all the time. How one walked with them in the woods, one’s sexual
remembrances, their companionship, the comfort one derived from them. All
that is gone, and the tape is playing on. This tape is memory and memory is
time. If you are interested, go into it very deeply.
The Flame of Attention
Whenever and wherever possible, Krishnamurti spoke outdoors. Every
spring he gave a series of public talks in an oak grove in the rural town of
Ojai, California, and tape recordings of those meetings are filled not only
with the sound of Krishnamurti’s voice and the questions of his audience,
but with the singing of birds. In the winter months in India, he often
pointed out the majesty of the rising moon to the thousands of people, young
and old, who gathered in the evenings to hear him speak in public gardens in
Chennai and Mumbai. Krishnamurti even wrote outdoors, most notably Education
and the Significance of Life in 1953, which he penciled into a notebook over
a span of three days while sitting under the shade of a tree.
As Krishnamurti traveled from country to country, he dressed according
to the local custom, both as a matter of courtesy and of not wishing to draw
attention to himself. Thus in India, he wore kurta and pyjama or churidar
and often carried a large umbrella to shield himself from the sun on
afternoon walks. Krishnamurti wore suits made in London while traveling in
the West. In California, Krishnamurti dressed neatly but casually, favoring
jeans, open-collared shirts and running shoes.
Krishnamurti sometimes illustrated a point he was making by sharing
with his audience a joke he had heard. One of his enduring favorites was the
story of a man walking along the street and instead of looking at the
beautiful sky he was watching the pavement. Then he saw in the distance
something very brilliant. He went rapidly towards it, picked it up and
looked at it. He was in a state of beatitude, because it was extraordinarily
beautiful. He put it in his pocket. Behind were two people walking. One of
them says to the other, "What was it that he picked up? Did you see his
expression of ecstasy in the very act of looking at it?" And the other, who
happened to be the devil, said, "What he picked up was truth." And the
friend said, "That is very bad business for you that he has found it." He
said, "Not at all. I am going to help him organize it."
Most of us are afraid of something or of many things; you may be
afraid of your wife, of your husband, afraid of losing a job; afraid of not
having security in old age, afraid of public opinion — which is the most
silly form of fear — afraid of so many things — darkness, death and so on.
Now we are going to examine together, not what we are afraid of, but what
fear is in itself. We are not talking about the object of fear, but about
the nature of fear, how fear arises, how you approach it. Is there a motive
behind one’s approach to the problem of fear? Obviously one usually has a
motive; the motive to go beyond it, to suppress it, to avoid it, to neglect
it; and one has been used to fear for the greater part of one’s life, so one
puts up with it. If there is any kind of motive, one cannot see it clearly,
cannot come near it. And when one looks at fear, does one consider that fear
is separate from oneself, as if one was an outsider, looking inside, or an
insider looking out? But is fear different from oneself? Obviously not, nor
is anger. But through education, through religion, one is made to feel
separate from it, so that one must fight it, must get over it. One never
asks if that thing called fear is actually separate from oneself. It is not,
and in understanding that, one understands that the observer is the
observed.
The Flame of Attention
Among the most popular of Krishnamurti’s writings are those contained
in a three-volume series of transcripts of interviews entitled Commentaries
on Living. In them, Krishnamurti explores the complexity of life with the
individuals who visited him in California, Europe and India, or who
approached him in airports and train stations. His anonymous interlocutors
were politicians, students, widows, businessmen, married couples,
professors, monks and artists — people from every walk of life, every age,
every religious creed and nationality.
Krishnamurti kept a heavy schedule of private interviews — giving
sometimes as many as thirty a day. Whether in India, California, Switzerland
or England, he and his visitors would most often meet on a verandah or walk
outdoors to discuss the intricacies of life, where they could watch a
sunset, observe the landscape or listen to the sound of a river flowing by.
Krishnamurti often asked those with him to pause for a moment to look at a
flower in bloom or, depending on the locale, he would point to the play of
squirrels or monkeys, the flight of parrots or eagles. On some occasions,
those who visited Krishnamurti chose not to speak at all. Instead, they sat
with him in silence, Krishnamurti having given them his hand.
In the late 1930s, Krishnamurti became friends with Aldous Huxley, the
noted English essayist and novelist who had moved to Southern California.
They enjoyed many long lunches and conversations about religion and the
future of humanity, and it was Huxley who encouraged Krishnamurti to publish
Commentaries on Living, finding his blend of descriptive passages of nature
with philosophical inquiry unique. Huxley wrote the forward to
Krishnamurti’s The First and Last Freedom, published in 1954, in which he
said that readers would find in the writings and talks of Krishnamurti "a
clear contemporary statement of the fundamental human problem."
Who cares to listen to the troubles of another? We have so many
problems of our own that we have no time for those of others. To make
another listen you have to pay either in coin, in prayer, or in belief. The
professional will listen, it is his job, but in that there is no lasting
release. We want to unburden ourselves freely, spontaneously with no regrets
afterwards. The purification of confession does not depend on the one who
listens, but on him who desires to open his heart. To open one’s heart is
important, and it will find someone, a beggar perhaps, to whom it can pour
itself out. Introspective talk can never open the heart; it is enclosing,
depressing and utterly useless. To be open is to listen, not only to
yourself, but to every influence, to every movement about you. It may or may
not be possible to do something tangibly about what you hear, but the very
fact of being open brings about its own action. Such hearing purifies your
own heart, cleansing it of the things of the mind. Hearing with the mind is
gossip, and in it there is no release either for you or the other; it is
merely a continuation of pain, which is stupidity.
Commentaries on Living, Vol I
To preserve an authentic record of Krishnamurti’s work, the
Krishnamurti Foundations have established three separate archives in Ojai,
California, Brockwood Park, England, and Chennai, India. The corpus consists
of approximately 500 video tapes, 1,200 audio tapes, 100,000 pages of
written material and thousands of photographs. In addition, a CD-ROM
containing 15,000,000 words has been completed and is available through the
Krishnamurti Foundation Trust Ltd. in England. Through an ongoing exchange
program among the Foundations, it is hoped that by the end of the century
each of the archives will contain all of Krishnamurti’s work and
memorabilia, so that scholars all over the world need not travel far to gain
access to the complete holdings.
This is part of a much longer article
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